Normally I have reserved this blog for updates on Kaden. But, today, I need to post an update on myself. I am in need of prayer for my health.
Back in May, I started experiencing extreme chronic pain in my bladder. I constantly felt like my bladder was full. My bladder burned and throbed all day long and through the night and I began to use the restroom as much as once every half hour. My doctor referred me to a urologist.
Last week I had a cystocsopy that confirmed the urologist's suspicion. I have interstitial cystitis. This is a chronic, incurable disease and is a chronic inflammation of the bladder. As most of you know, I already have one chronic, incurable disease: endometriosis. I am really struggling with the diagnosis of a second, even more painful one.
To top it all off, the medication for this condition is extremely expensive. It is going to take some major budget cuts to be able to afford it on a monthly basis. I know it is necessary; the pain is unbearable and does not allow me to sleep, but I hate being a burden on my family's finances.
I can't help but wonder why. Why has God chosen to let me endure two painful diseases? Why has he chosen to make me a burden on our finances? Why can't he miraculously heal me? I feel that no one truly understands the pain I face on a daily basis and the struggle is for me to simply get out of bed in the mornings.
So, I am asking for your prayers. If you read this entire post, then I know you must care about me. Thank you for that! Right now, I need all the encouragement I can get. For more information on these diseases, click on the links below:
EndometriosisInterstitial cystisitsThank You,
Tricia